~~Not what I was Hoping for~`

Wow.. Not what I was planning on hearingL  I went to see Dr Agura today to find out my test results, ask questions and sign consent forms. Alex and I went to eat at Cheddar’s YUM!! I think I have gained about 20 lbs in the last month, that’s OK because I will lose it fast enough. We got to the hospital and went in to Ernie’s a wig & hat shop.. I got another wig, with longer bangs in the front and got a cute brown bandana scarf.. I almost got a brownish-red wig but they talked me out of it.. We got some tea and waited~~ Granny, Pappy, Aunt Di and Uncle Dave met us and we went up to the 3^rd floor.. Michelle my sis- in-law was there. First they called me back to do some blood work and vitals.. and then we all went in a room.. waited .. waited .. and waited some more. The Dr came in… First of all he said I had to be Hospitalized for the entire processL~~ oh well, he said because my heart is affected and they want to monitor me and keep close tabs on me, which is probably for the best. His Nurse Leigh will send me a calendar of when we start. I think we are looking at next week.. So that is about all for now. I have about 4 days to get myself together for my life to be put on hold for the next month or so.. I need to sign up for  sick bank at school I will have used all my tenure days, I need to file for disability, I need to go ahead and pay all my bills for June and make Lucas’s Ortho appointments. I am having issues as to weather or not I will let Lucas race his racecar on Saturday nights while I am in the hospital.. He is in 2^nd place for points right now, and he will be fine without me.. I should let him L ugggg I have to make lesson plans for my substitute for the next 2 weeks. Pack mine and Alex’s clothes. And think of what else I need to do. I know everything is gonna be OK.. God is in Control..